fenin

aku rasa fenin kepala. ujian betullah 3,4 hari ni. aku call agent tadi pasal letrik, dia tetiba cakap flat aku ni nak kena jual dgn owner baru. pastu dia tanya tanak pindah ka. saiko aku rasa. aku habaq dia company dah bayar setahun, dia boleh cakap dia lupa.
tapi aku rasa cool hari ni. aku rasa mungkin aku banyak dosa kot. aku kena bermuhasabah sekarang. aku email kat bos hari ni cakap baik2 dan dia balas pun dah tak sarcastic. masa utk bermuhasabah.
semalam aku call jernk. aku suruh dia beli kasut boling dekat aku. nanti aku suruh wife aku amik sebelum dtg sini. Sini tadak jual lah kasut boling. kasut yang kat tempat boling pulak berlapikkan kulit lonyok. eh silap kulit tonyok. jernk cakap dia akan beli tepi dia suggest aku beli yang mahal. aku cakap tanak. aku nak yang biasa saja. aku nak main suke suke jer lah

KWSP

This is KWSP respond on their investment. Living in multi races and multicultural country, it is impossible for them to invest big amount of money into Shariah counter only. More than 100 billion belongs to muslim contributor and currently there is no islamic investment instruments could take that huge amount of fund. and they are trying their best towards that. I’m neither an expert nor an Ustaz to judge this. Better find out yourself :-)

wake up malaysian!!

I’m less worry now because my wife safely arrived in Gerik. I kept on sms’ing my sister not to fall asleep during their journey back home. My umie laughed at me. “Riso bebeno kamu ni. Udah selamat semue”. Hehe

I have no mood reading Utusan Malaysia today. BN wins Ijok with a big majority. Those people there really have no brains. They know who is better, between those 2. A good thing having by-election is their area is flooded with new development. New road is a must then suddenly the MB announced 36 Million project for that area. How desperate. Seriously I’m really fed-up with Malaysia politics. Go to hell with NEP as obviously we could see who benefited most. It just go to UMNO crony and later they will become Ali Baba and their MCA Chinese will do the job. It’s pretty hard to see they use it wisely.

Nobody can deny UMNO struggled for independence in the early days. Indeed those people are truly Malay warriors. But now, everything is different. They will be damn happy if they can be state exco or MP for one term. That is enough to be rich!!!

Their life is full of hypocrisy. When it comes to election, they start with all stupid propaganda. We will lose our malay right if we do not support BN and only BN can bring development. Then if you happen to live in Felda or PPRT they started to threaten you. “If you do not vote for BN, we have to kick you out. If you do this is 50 ringgit”. What a cheap ploy!!

Then if the by-election is in Kelantan, they know how to dress nicely. Those blonde Putri UMNO starts wearing head scarf and those Datuk claimed they used to Kampung live before. But back to KL they are those who inclined to social exclusiveness.

There is no way to defeat BN. But we have to deny their 2/3 majority. So we can have check and balance in our government. Else, they could do whatever they want. Nobody dares says NO to Prime Minister. In this case, I’m touched to see someone highly respected corporate figure willing to fight on opposition camp at his own constituency. But I’m very sad because Ijok’s people did not see this. Most Malaysians are not ready for change and we get cosy in our comfort zone. Guys wake up!! You have to challenge your balance!

It's Friday

I missed subuh prayer today :-(. I woke up at 5.15 and the sun was shining through curtain into my room. I felt a bit guilty but I blamed my mobile ringing tone. It used to be sarcastic jingle but it turned to be my lullaby. I got up, brushed my teeth, took ablution, and did the prayer. [qada-an lah ;-)]

The first thing I always do while being alone is getting my computer connected. I checked my hsbc and glad to see my salary is there. Transactions done with a few clicks and called wife to update her. I have been married for almost 5 years, and I don’t have my personal savings and all go to my beloved wife account. What left in mine enough for my meal ;-). If she runs away, so does my money. InsyaAllah she won’t :-) I trust you darling. Those feel to vomit, just throw it and get your mouth washed out. Haha.

After doing some transactions, I called my parents and we just chatted a few minutes because the line was not really clear. When it reaches 8 million users, the communication will not be far better. Then, I just browsed my favorite pages and get news updated from Malaysia.

Then suddenly, I was ym’ed by “suzana_nenas” and she asked my electricity. Sounds that she just read my blog :-). Then we started chatting as both of us not working today. It is holiday here but I have no idea why she was at home in KL hehe. We talked a lot but I couldn’t recall much. A good thing to hear that she is happy, enjoying her life and she has someone special now. She couldn’t imagine that I was married and being a husband. I couldn’t believe it too but being a husband is one of the most wonderful things that can happen to a man.

I’ve learned Mel is a better wife than I am a husband :-). She is not like me and she doesn’t think the same things I do but she taught me a lot. What I am today, pretty much because of her.

Panas

Sampai ofis aku call agent nak tanya apa plan dia. Dia boleh jerit kat aku cakap aku tak bagi copy visa. smlm dia tak mintak. naik darah aku. aku cakap kat dia datang amik sekarang. Dan aku pun dah bengang aku hantar lah email ke bos dubai dan cc ke bos finland. aku cakap lah awat teruk sgt arrangement nih. mamat dubai tu boleh balas cakap, "this is normal and part of the "package" we are paid for". Naik darah aku baca email dia, aku pun click reply all, tulih "living in the dark is not part of the package". Aku nak buat kerja pun tadak mood.
pastu agent tuh baik pulak bila sampai sini tadi (dah kena call ngan org putih la tu), panggil aku habibi aja. ya habibi ya habibi. aku malas nak layan. aku bagi ja document dan belah.
Darah aku makin menurun sudah.

aku rasa ok dah kot. dia mesti buat keja sungguh2 dah. siap cakap tu, i'm not going to take even a penny from you. poyo lah. hang dah kapo byk dah. ppp ra mabuk.
aku call isteri aku, aku mengadu lah kat dia. lega sikit lps mengadu. hehe

X-Files

Successfully downloaded Qabril kerusi Qabril Gam. My ratio at torrent.jiwang.cc still OK, so a lot more can be downloaded. Anyway while watching this movie half way (not even half pun, quarter kot), i received a call from customer saying that was problem on my server. It was the same issue and i have no idea what else to tell them. the application was running but the logs started to complaint that was broken connection. There was no way to solve this, so i just backed up those logs and restarted the machine. It is up and running now but what am I gonna tell them. I really hate writing incident report but I was left with no choice. Too much shit to be cleaned and my ass is not safe and never has been :-(. "Grep"ing all logs and compiled in one report then sent out to support team (they have yet to answer the 1st issue)

This evening I called the agent again, and seemed impossible to change into my name. He said he will find the solution for me and insisted not to report this issue to my manager. Should i just report it? they are good at talking but seriuosly they donno how to walk the talk.

Today's been a bad day for geegrik and he seemed to have no one to lean on. In times of need, this middle-age man can be physically and emotionally vulnerable.

Off to bed now. bye bye .

Letrik Kena potong

Semalam masa pulang, aku pi hantaq syam ke rumah dia. Dia ajak soru kat rumah dia. alahamdulillah sbb aku pun dok nak makan apa lah hari ini. habis fast food aku dok pusing. mcD, KFC, hardeez, Burger King. Nasi beriani kicap rasa cam tak selera plak nak makan hari ni, walaupun ayam goreng dia mmg sedap. ada rasa masin sikit2. depa kata peluh peluh kicap tuh. Haha.
Uik aku masih bergembira. lepas tuh aku pun balik rumah. sampai dekat bawah, Guard tu cakap rumah aku api kena potong. terkejut katak aku. Terus aku jadi maharajalela. aku naik atas, mmg kena potong. tapi aku tahu org tuh matikan suis kat luar tu ja. cuma dia seal ngan read tape. aku nak bukak, dia kata "NO, Police coming", aku rasa nak pelangkung ja. dah lah panas. Aku pun dgn angin call agent aku mengamuk. "what happenned to the 2000 money that we paid you before?". dia cakap " no no no.." apa ntah dia cakap, aku pun tak paham. Sbb aku dok bebel sambil dia cakap. Dia cakap dia nak mai rumah aku, last last dia suruh aku amik dia kat mall. aku pun pi lah amik dia, marah marah pun aku nak letrik aku ada. takkan aku nak tido dalam gelap. Aku mmg takut kegelapan. lps tu kami pi tempat letrik. dia dok deal ngan minah arab tu. so aku boleh bayar current bill 318 tapi esok kena tukar nama kena bayar 2000. hantu sungguh. maknanya 2000 yang bayar dulu dia buat apa tatau. Aku bayar jer lah sbb aku nak letrik. Lepas bayar kena pi customer servis. dah lah jem maghrib2. sampai sana solat sat, then jumpa org api. dia dok deal deal, dapat lah on balik. tapi kena tunggu sejam.
aku pun balik rumah duduk dalam gelap. dalam sejam lepas tu , org tu datang dan hidupkan suis tu jer. Aku pun pandai. Dapat aku tgk TV, cerita korea kat KBS world channel tu.

Tetapi pagi ini, aku pergi nak tukar nama. tapi tak boleh, sbb contract atas nama company bukan nama aku. ish angin nya. mau kena potong lagi nanti nih. aku pun call agent tu lagik. dia tak angkat. aku sms. cal lagi. lama sgt baru dia angkat. aku bagi tau dia tak boleh tukar nama. dia dok cakap. "easy easy. u come to me" hek dia. aku cakap aku sibuk. datang amik document kat opis aku. kalau kena potong aku report kat dubai opis. dia takut aku report sbb depa ni bersujud dekat mat salleh. aku pun menggunakan ayat tu ja lah.

Sekarang aku tgh tunggu dia. aku tak tahu mcm mana dia nak selesaikan. kalau kena potong aku nak hantar email kat bos aku kat dubai tu, pastu nak dish dish bos tu jugak sbb buat arranngement yang bangang ini. Aku akan email cakap nak dok hotel kalau kena potong. sapa nak dok dalam gelap. kalau dia tak bagi aku cakap nak balik malaysia sajalah.

Tapi Bos aku tu pun dah nak berenti sbb prestasi buruk dia. malas lah nak pk. dok naik darah saja dari malam tadi. tengok cerita blue nyace pun dah tak stim. Dah la semalam aku call bini aku, cakap hello terus dia marah sbb meletakkan perbualan lucah bersama nyace. jadi aku dah buang.

Sesungguhnya krisis bawah umur, eh silap, pertengahan umur ini memang satu cabaran.

Satu lagi nak bagi tau, nabi kata di akhir zaman ada 70 jenis golongan islam dah. Hanya satu golongan saja yang masuk syurga. Jadi mula lah mencari kita ni duduk golongan mana. Kalau duduk sini golongan syiah cakap dia lah satu golongan tu, tapi aku tgk depa solat pun pelik, siap ada batu. pastu azan depa bunyi lain. banyak sangat nama Saidina Ali.

Tapi bila kita tengok dari segi nak lawan amerika, golongan syiah lah yang kuat lawan, macam iran, hezbullah dekat lebanon tu. tapi golongan sunni mcm arab semua ni dok melutut ja kat mat salleh. Kita rakyat malaysia ni golongan sunni lah tahu.

eh aku pun kena belajar lagi bab bab ni. mari kita sama sama mencari.

Haaa agent aku dah call. aku keluar sat....
dah pas semua dekat dia, aku cakap, kalau tak settle aku kena report. report tuh tak penting. yang penting letrik aku. Huh

mungkin dosa dapat email nyace kot.